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lifes changed a lot, these past few weeks, these past few DAYS, and more importantly, these past few hours. as of friday, my loves been locked up , a day or two in jail then the rest of the time in l.a. county prison. and can i just say, FUCK THE SYSTEM. ive always had that anti-state of mind but lately its been a reality, they lock up so many ( Read more... ) -
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FUCK NOT BEING ABLE TO SLEEP..fuck letting shit pile up, its not like me, im done.
i hate how every nite when i try to close my eyes n drift off im tormented by flashbacks, memories, and w/e else nostaglia brings..
i hate feeling this way..i hate being alone. i hate being torn apart from the guy im in love w/. i miss him so much, i cant take my mind ( Read more... ) -
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FUCK. FAKE. FRIENDS.
for real...i know thats such a cleche thing to say, but ive learned the hard way that "fake friends" play a big role in most teenage girls life.
n im not even talking about backstabbers, though thats a whole nother issue i could rant about for days.
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Ive been HORRIBLE about updating this thing. When I was reunited w/ it a few weeks ago, i swore I'd get back in the swing of writing, but I guess that plans gone out the window..anyway its been a hectic week. Today Im attending my uncles funeral, and to be honest, Im nervous as hell. I HATE funerals and ive never really known how to handle em. I ( Read more... ) -
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i couldnt sleep rite now if my life depended on it. its one of those dragging sunday nights that NEVER end..and knowing i have to wake up before the crack of dawn tomorow mornng brings me even farther from sleep. 'this is a habbit i cannot break, your my only company'
i cant believe youd ask me that, of course i dont believe in fate.
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life rolls on
k Basically-Bri inspired me to start using this again. my writings laggin rite now cuz its been forever..so bare w/ me.
well , here i am jumpin back into the world of lj. i guess i have a lot of nothing to say rite now.
basically i havnt updated in forever, since like, WAY before spring break!! but all i have to say about that is, so. amazing. it ( Read more... ) -
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winter break hurry up and come alreaddy!! ahh..like 3 more days left and oh how they are DRAGGING..i dont think ive ever been this stoked 4 winter break before, and im not even sure why. but i know im lookin forward to do NOTHING ("hey..what would u do if u had a million dollars??" "well..id do nothing...." "NOTHING?!!!" "yea, nothing, i wouldnt do ( Read more... ) -
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its halloween!!! I fn love this holiday so fuckin much!!! I wish it could be halloween like almost everyday!! or at least on christmas ( Read more... ) -
i donoooo
today I went to my bfs house for dinner. weird. ive never had a guy i was dating take me home for dinner...i was so nervous it wasnt even funny ( Read more... )