So starts a new interesting chapter of my life, right before one closed. Another close to closing and so much to see and do in life. I really starting to wonder about everything, so much chaos surrounds this world. Can I ever trully see forward, when the past is so confusing?

Well lets see, tonight I went to my grandparents for dinner. It was pretty fun, chatted with em and watched forest gump or at least the last 3/4 of it at least I believe. It was pretty good I think, made me really think about a few things. Other then that, moved now finally done and yeah that sucked. xD Work has sucked as well but what can ya do ( Read more... )

It's funny, every time I think I've found something, something else comes out and sends me reeling down the side line.

If you start stretching yourself out to much you really lose sight of your goals and who you are. You work towards to much and you end up on your ass, having moved no where. A lot of time in life I try to know exactly where I am going, what I am doing. As well as what I should do. There are a lot of times though I end up procastinating what I ( Read more... )

Why are people so stupid some times? why do they try to talk about shit they have no idea in, they read something or heard something there for its automatically true and they must spread that truth and defend it. Today my coworker decided he was going to try to argue with me that a placebo/sugar pill was a very powerfull drug, stronger and better ( Read more... )

So today was pretty fun, MK and I got up a bit late but hey, why not sleep in its sunday after all. After watching a bit of castle having breakfast and every thing we went to her friends house again which was amusing she got to hang out with her friend, and I watched her friends roomate try to play okami and then play a dbz game through a ps2 ( Read more... )

So where to start today, its funny i'm making this private post to at the moment, maybe its cause I'm afraid to make my emotions public while they are still raw and there. I think lately its finally hit me that Sabrina is gone and so far away even if its not really that far. For the most part she is out of my life, we don't talk much if at all ( Read more... )

So for now this is me only just cause its so personally about me and my feelings and if some one from them came and read this it might change outcomes, if worst comes to worst maybe I'll just delete this post ( Read more... )

You know whats really odd? Being really happy yet really depressed at the same time. Theres a lot of things going on right now. Just so much that its kinda confusing what I should be feeling at the moment. And I know theres a lot I gotta do right now but at the moment I keep Looking at everything and thinking to much and then I just end up sitting ( Read more... )

Haha I made like what three posts last year ( Read more... )