I have continued my journey as a vegetarian. For the most part, it has been rather easy... if I am not out at cuban/ mexican places. I have this very silly sort of sense of pride in my "I'm a vegetarian now".. "I won't be able to share with you guys because I'm vegetarian". Last week though I accidently ate a small piece of meat in a chinese dish ( Read more... )

Well, there are tons of things I think I could do better in order to maintain or improve my wellness, but the main thing I decided on was to become a vegetarian for 7 weeks. So far so good. In my first couple of days, it has been rather easy, despite my complaints/ drama. Of course, I like eating meat, but living in New York, it is rather easy to ( Read more... )

1. What did you do in 2009 that you'd never done before ( Read more... )

It sucks because I know that I don't have time for a long term relationship-- I only have 3 more months of my job! I am so happy about that, but then I am like fuck.. I guess I am being unrealistic. Why do I fall so hard so fast ( Read more... )

I just want to document this mood- I am happy right now. Since last night I have had this wonderful feeling of tingling happiness.. and sure it could just be hormones.. but who cares the reason as long as I am feeling something good (wow that could lead to all kinds of problems...). It is sad that I am so hard on myself all the time. I really don't ( Read more... )

I want nothing more than to grow out of caring what other people think.. because I intellectually do not care, but physically and instinctually-- I really do. I would be a far happier person if I did not let the norms of society and peer groups govern my actions and words. I think I will spend the rest of my life trying to figure out how to not ( Read more... )

I forgot how to do lj cuts... so DEAL ( Read more... )

I once heard a story that I really loved. Writing it down here is the only way I can explain anything that I am feeling ( Read more... )

I am a fool. I feel okay about it, but logically I know I am a fool. This really great, nice, intelligent, funny pretty good looking guy likes me and I just hate him. Okay, I don't hate him, but I can't.. not right now. He has just been great to me and as of recently I have been pretty cold to him. Why do I do this every time? This is when I ( Read more... )

I am disturbingly upset and unmotivated right now. I put on She's gone by Hall and Oates and just started crying. I don't want to do work. I miss Vincent. I'm cold. I'm sad. How do you get over someone when there is no reason to get over that person. One day you are together and the next you aren't. I am not handling this as well as I thought I ( Read more... )