WEllness journal Week2/3
I have continued my journey as a vegetarian. For the most part, it has been rather easy... if I am not out at cuban/ mexican places. I have this very silly sort of sense of pride in my "I'm a vegetarian now".. "I won't be able to share with you guys because I'm vegetarian". Last week though I accidently ate a small piece of meat in a chinese dish... I was like WTF is this?!? I've also been doing yoga about twice a week. I am trying to add in some practice on my own too, but we shall see. Maybe this thursday and today before Mike comes over. I got to meditate through class yesterday and I really need to add that into my routine. I can just imagine how much more mindful I would be. It seems sort of perfect for my current struggles to live in the present. So yes, I need to schedule that in. I am also being super social lately... which has made my work suffer, but hopefully not TOO much. I need to reassess this weekend. I didn't have work today.. and I didn't do very much in terms of school work-- slept in.. wrote half a page of an essay.. and now I am doing this. So I need to work on my academics and my spirituality, but life is a journey--- so not everything can be perfected at once.. and there is always something to work on/towards. I am trying to not be so hard on myself. I'm not trying very hard. I possibly lost some weight, but I don't want to make this about that. Although today I feel "fat" so that must mean that I am feeling something else-- like bad about myself or something. I am also annoyed at how much I am eating out lately-- so I need to curb that while still being social. I have yet to find that balance. REASSESSMENT needs to occur. I need to cook the shit that I have, but there is always something. Last night it was my grad school friends and some mexican restaurant .. and penn bagdley. I am also ready to kick my love life into gear by the new year. Internal wellness project. OKAY everyone, now you know allll about me....... I'M OPEN, RIGHT?!