Ohh boy, I haven't updated this thing in AWHILE ( Read more... )

I need to keep this feeling up all fucking weekend or else I may not be able to be in the right mind set to come out of this weekend satisfied. Right now I am really really really fucking pissed off. Now, I’m the type that cools down pretty quick and gets level headed, but the heat is still there inside ready to fire off like a death ray. I’m ( Read more... )

I feel fucking great right now. I do feel really tired right now, but I’ve noticed with my diet change I’ve gained more physical energy. I still could fall asleep really quick right now, but for some reason my energy level is still up there. Trust me, it’s a weird feeling. Maybe you’ve experienced it before. I think I also gained some of this ( Read more... )

What is it that I have to do to learn about women. What place do I have to go. Who do I have to talk to. What situations do I have to put myself. Where do I get the experiences needed so I don’t ever feel like this ever again. I need to gain some sort of control of my life. To gain the tools necessary in order to make things happen for me. I ( Read more... )

I woke up just 15 minutes ago from a four-hour nap and I wanted to cry. Every time I have slept long enough to have a dream it has been about me either being in a relationship or with girls around that I am flirting with. These dreams are so vivid that I feel like I am in another world. Then I wake up. I am thrust back into reality and it hits ( Read more... )

They are just about asleep. All three of us are in the living room right now and only one of us is wide-awake. The other two are on the couch laid out on either side curled up with blankets and stuffed animals. Scooby-Doo (that knew stuff, it’s no where as good as the original) is in the DVD player, playing episode after episode. The lights are ( Read more... )

This is the vision I have of what keeps me going ( Read more... )

AHHH, I’m about to go CRAZY!!! This underway has been the worst EVER. This is the end of Day 3 and we pull in tomorrow morning. What have we done this entire time? NOTHING. Right now all the equipment I work with has been ripped out to be replaced with an upgrade so that means I do not have a job. I’ve probably worked a total of…eight…nine… ( Read more... )

Well, here I go again. I figure this little outburst will keep me content for a while. So, what could this little tromp through my troubles be about? Only the one thing I tacitly gave up when I joined the Navy. Girls. As much as I would like to delude myself sometimes by running whimsical ideas of romance through my head, I deep down know it is ( Read more... )

I have found a way to fit more hours into the day! No no no, I have not developed a way to rip open the time space continuum in order to add extra hours to the normal 24 hour day. All I did was figure out a way cool time management technique? Itching to know what that is? I bet! It is really simple, just, well, don’t sleep. Easy as that ( Read more... )