I'd been doing fairly well with not emotional eating, until today. I went to Target, and as I was checking out, I was making small talk with the cashier. As she handed me my change, she asked me when my baby was due. I'm decidedly not pregnant. I've been a mess all day.

Dear self ( Read more... )

1. Post about something that made you happy today ( Read more... )

Yoinked from Shannon ( Read more... )

I spend entirely too much energy bitching. Even when something good happens, I "yeah, but..." it to death. Done with that ( Read more... )

I went to therapy today. The therapist talked more than I did. And interrupted me several times. And talked about her other clients. And finished the session with "the reason you can't muster the discipline to keep to a diet and exercise program is that you don't think you're worth the effort ( Read more... )

Oh yes, I know this tension that you speak of ( Read more... )

So who wants to help me edit my resume?

It's sad to think just how much of my life can be summed up by the following statement: "I don't quite know what I was afraid of ( Read more... )

Highest weight: 226
ABS diet starting weight (6/16/08): 177.2
1st goal: 172.2
Current weight: 172.0

Woot!

and, as always, in cryptic-angst:
Clementine: Too many guys think I'm a concept, or I complete them, or I'm gonna make them alive. But I'm just a fucked-up girl who's lookin' for my own peace of mind; don't assign me yours.