Alright, new journal name = shaneorebellion. Friend me!!!

Well, I wanted to change my username...but I don't want to pay money for it. So, yes, I know you're dreading it...it's time for a new name. Muahaha. Ack. Yeah.

I feel so unloved.

This weekend was rather mixed up in the way of emotions. Naturally, I was happy to be amongst Quakers and have a break from my hectic life in Pennsylvania, but the majority of my time there was speant feeling sort of, well, bad...I know it's my own fault. I have a horrible time with frantic, raging emotions that make no sense - many of which ( Read more... )

It seems that a lot of people are writing about realists vs. pessimists today. Reading their entries makes me realize how often I complain about my situation, when it could really be much worse. I feel like I can't help myself most of the time, though...I can't control it...most of the time I think that's really true, but the fact that I remain ( Read more... )

Papi is actually more upset about my hair (or lack there of) than Gram is. Woah? Yeah. I feel as though my world has been turned upside-down. I don't know what to do with myself - one of the reasons I insisted on hacking off my hair. I mean, I missed my mohawk, but I needed something that I could control, something that no one could change or ( Read more... )

Note: The burning scent was that of chicken...well, it was chicken ( Read more... )

I want pierced! Now, biotch ( Read more... )

I feel...empty. You know how you feel after you cry for a good amount of time? Yeah. That kind of empty. I'm not talking to either of them; it's a mutual agreement. I also feel like I'm just taking up space. Like every thing I do can/will get me into trouble ( Read more... )

I've calmed down...but I'm still furious with them. They embody the system that I hate. I can't stand living that close to something I try with every waking moment to tear down. I have a huge issue with authority - I can't help it. They can deal with it or fuck off. After this year I'll be completely responsible for myself, no more help from ( Read more... )