(no subject)
I've calmed down...but I'm still furious with them. They embody the system that I hate. I can't stand living that close to something I try with every waking moment to tear down. I have a huge issue with authority - I can't help it. They can deal with it or fuck off. After this year I'll be completely responsible for myself, no more help from the government, no more false assurance from my family. Right now my expenses are taken care of through legal issues stemming from my parents' death. But when I turn 18 evidently I don't that help anymore. I'm okay with this, though. I don't want to take money from the fucking STATE. Rawr. I think I'm going to scrounge up some paint and go do some friendly neighborhood vandalism tonight.
I'm lonely...and I'm pissed off. I need someone to hold me, but all I'll get if I go upstairs again is a slap in the face. Fuck her.
I'm lonely...and I'm pissed off. I need someone to hold me, but all I'll get if I go upstairs again is a slap in the face. Fuck her.