I am about to get into a hot tub on a beautiful evening at 4am, the moon and stars are out, and I am all ALONE! I wish I had someone here to share this with! It is great to sit nude.....I mean in shorts, in a hot tub and be close to the one you love, its great for smoochin and huggin and just holding each other, and even for some R rated stuff too ( Read more... )

Your Seduction Style: The Charismatic


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Richard Jay Montgomery's Aliases

Your movie star name: Popcorn John

Your fashion designer name is Richard London

Your socialite name is Tiny Provo

Your fly girl / guy name is R Mon

Your detective name is Cat North

Your barfly name is Pizza White Russian

Your soap opera name is Jay Hampton

Your rock star name is Twix Money
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This night sucks. I am staying with my mom because she doesnt want to be alone while my Step dad is out of town. While I was downstairs on the laptop by the fire, I heard her call my name, then I heard this loud THUMP. I went upstairs to find her passed out on the floor with a bloody nose. I brought her back around, then I checked her blood ( Read more... )

This journal is pointless. I am tired. Long couple of days. Gone for good.

I like to sleep under lots of blankets with the air conditioning on and a fan blowing on me. I like gorditas, with baja sauce. I like Mountain Dew. I like to dance, real dancing. I take lessons at the Fred Astaire Dance Academy. I like to tango, Waltz, 2 step, Swing any ballroom. I like to dress up nice. I like women who dress fancy all the time. I ( Read more... )

YES! the show is over! No more all day rehearsals, no more all night shows! It is all done! Time for some vacation and travel, visiting family etc... I am perplexed by something tonight though. What do you do when you are really interested in someone who is like 10,000 miles out of your league? I have noticed with almost all very beautiful women, ( Read more... )

I will be ok, I just need to remind myself that somewhere out there, someone who is staring at the same bright star, is loving me tonight! I know it deep down in my heart, it just takes an intestinal fortitude that no one understands but me.

I am tired of always being different! I am tired of always being the nice guy that everyone abuses! I am tired of everything in this world, I feel ready to die! like I said in my poem last night. I am just depressed right now! I really dont want to die. I am normally very chipper, and outgoing, but I had a hell of a night, and I feel beat down by ( Read more... )

As I sit looking at the photos from yesteryear ( Read more... )