Okay this is hilarious. I have no idea who is going to read this but I don't really care. This space had been used for my virtual vomit about how sad I am and when I'm happy, I don't write to remember. The heck, but anyway, so I happened to see an ex's ex accidentally following me on instagram and hey, girls really do stalk. Its normal afterall. ( Read more... )

The happy kind of missing. :)

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This fear is going to stay.
I'm pretty sure of that.

Everything is going to be okay after Sunday. Everything is going to be back to how it was in 2012, returning to a familiar place and reliving past broken memories I had before leaving. Its not the emotion of despair, but a form of melancholic acceptance. Being forced out of the protective shell he once built so wholeheartedly, what has to be done ( Read more... )

I learned a life lesson falling down today. And by falling down, it was literally falling down. I haven't fallen down for a long time, and this time, it woke me up. I was in leggings, I felt a little stinging pain on my knees and I thought I would be fine since they were covered. Obviously, I was not. Within five minutes, blood was seeping through ( Read more... )

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I'm glad to have friends whom I can text to bitch fit whenever I can and that they can totally understand how I feel towards certain issues or people. ;)

With convocation coming soon, I was thinking about my times in school. I didn't leave NTU with people whom I can fall back on entirely and the best people in my life are still the ones I met before university. I am not complaining because I had one of the most painful memories which would always etched in my heart. Its so painful, its beautiful. ( Read more... )

I've been slacking my ass off since I got back from Korea and even not replying emails from companies who emailed me, but I've been actively searching online for jobs when I'm extremely bored and got nothing to do. Thus, job search had been pretty stagnant but I'm glad that my portfolio is 90% done, and I'm keeping a mental note to send out my ( Read more... )