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Okay this is hilarious. I have no idea who is going to read this but I don't really care. This space had been used for my virtual vomit about how sad I am and when I'm happy, I don't write to remember. The heck, but anyway, so I happened to see an ex's ex accidentally following me on instagram and hey, girls really do stalk. Its normal afterall. This reminded me of how insanely sad I was over the failed relationship and now I know I'm over him. I mean I knew that long ago, judging from how sad I was after the young kid but these days, it dawned to me that - things happen for a reason. They really do.
I swear the kid's appearance in my life was for me to forget for awhile about how sad I was after F. And a kid being a kid, C left for someone else. Like what he did to his exes the exact same way, so I learnt that a leopard cannot change its spots. But heck it as well because I know I'm better off without him, I'm better than I was when I first met him, and this entire episode also made me see who are my friends clearly. I have mutual friends telling me they disagree to what he did, but to others you weave an entire different story about how you think what he did was okay. Come on, there are ears everywhere. Its not that I can't get over it, but its one of the more significant things that I learnt throughout this entire episode. Whatever the case is, I know this kid better than you do and it says a lot about yourself, doesn't it? Lets just say even if he didn't exactly cheat, dating the girl 3 days within the breakup you think that its perfectly fine? Maybe you should go enlighten yourself about enlighten yourself about emotional cheating and if you want this to happen to yourself. And of course, I hope you guys remind good friends because I doubt people would stay around you both for long.
Whatever the case is, this small accidental follow of an ex's ex brought about this revelation (hi if you're reading haha) that I am happy now. I am better than where I was after I came back so broken after Germany, but this windwhirl of events happened for a reason. They made me grow and be happy.
I'm happy at where I am right now. I have a job (although I've been whining constantly about it), I know who my close friends are (you guys are amazing and I hope you all know I love love love you and can't be more thankful for all of you for everything), I'm closer to my family, essentially I'm busy and happy. OH and I've been hanging out a lot with my eyecandy hahahahhahahahahhahahhahahahhahahahha. Girl's dream come true in Lydia's words, but after everything and all the drama, I know that I'm happy with where I am right now and I don't need anything more. So I guess things are going to remain the way they are for a long time.
I swear the kid's appearance in my life was for me to forget for awhile about how sad I was after F. And a kid being a kid, C left for someone else. Like what he did to his exes the exact same way, so I learnt that a leopard cannot change its spots. But heck it as well because I know I'm better off without him, I'm better than I was when I first met him, and this entire episode also made me see who are my friends clearly. I have mutual friends telling me they disagree to what he did, but to others you weave an entire different story about how you think what he did was okay. Come on, there are ears everywhere. Its not that I can't get over it, but its one of the more significant things that I learnt throughout this entire episode. Whatever the case is, I know this kid better than you do and it says a lot about yourself, doesn't it? Lets just say even if he didn't exactly cheat, dating the girl 3 days within the breakup you think that its perfectly fine? Maybe you should go enlighten yourself about enlighten yourself about emotional cheating and if you want this to happen to yourself. And of course, I hope you guys remind good friends because I doubt people would stay around you both for long.
Whatever the case is, this small accidental follow of an ex's ex brought about this revelation (hi if you're reading haha) that I am happy now. I am better than where I was after I came back so broken after Germany, but this windwhirl of events happened for a reason. They made me grow and be happy.
I'm happy at where I am right now. I have a job (although I've been whining constantly about it), I know who my close friends are (you guys are amazing and I hope you all know I love love love you and can't be more thankful for all of you for everything), I'm closer to my family, essentially I'm busy and happy. OH and I've been hanging out a lot with my eyecandy hahahahhahahahahhahahhahahahhahahahha. Girl's dream come true in Lydia's words, but after everything and all the drama, I know that I'm happy with where I am right now and I don't need anything more. So I guess things are going to remain the way they are for a long time.