It's been months since I last wrote anything of meaning to me. Which is weird in itself, for I haven't had anything that meant much to me in years. I don't know what to really do now. I've lost my job, basically lost my car, and now...I'm about to finally lose the rest of my mind. I'm literally starting to lose grasp of reality. Each day there ( Read more... )

Death always had a funny effect on me. I never noticed how much so until recently. My paternal Grandfather Art passed away last Friday (2/15/08) and it reminded me of how I felt when my maternal Grandmother passed almost eleven years ago. They were the two grandparents I was always closest to. As each one passed, I became a little bit more angry ( Read more... )

I live a sad and depressing life. It is true. I have not been happy since I was in high school. I had everything someone my age could want. Job, car, a girlfriend whom I cared a lot about, friends, shelter. Almost all of that disappeared within months of my last day at that school. Life has been a steady downhill curve for me after I hit that ( Read more... )

Looks like I'm trying to get my shit together once again. This time I'm being more serious about it. I registered for classes at HFCC again. Art, math, english, and a health class. Nothing too fancy this time ( Read more... )

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As of this past friday, I now work with Melanie at Burger King. She got fired from Hard Rock on Thursday, but at least she got another job quick. She starts on Tuesday ( Read more... )

-Well, today is my only full day off from any work til next Thursday. So far, today's been awesome. Woke up at 3. First time I woke up after noon in almost a month. Man does it feel great. I made it so that I only have to work at EB on Tuesdays and Fridays, BK gets me every other day of the week. The best part of that is I will no longer work both ( Read more... )

I experienced a feeling of deja-vu that I never want to have again. I've like this girl named Candace for a while now, and she knows I like her. I found out a week ago that she told my friend Matt that she'd consider going out with me if I was to ask. I was working on finding the time to ask due to me now having two jobs and at this time she ( Read more... )

Well, I just got done filing last years taxes. I get $159 back from Federal and $22 back from state. I can't complain. It's better than the year before ( Read more... )

Yesterday was my only day off from both my jobs for this week. It was nice. I got my first paycheck from Burger King and made $83.36 in two days of work. I also got my EB paycheck and made $113 in two weeks there. Difference in pay, I think there is ( Read more... )