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Today, sucked. Not in the crap happened to make me feel like shit way. Just in the everything wore me down to the point where I realized I need more sleep before I do the shit I did today again way. I woke up around 12:15am, had to work at EB Games at 12:30(didn't get there til 1) until 5:30pm, had to drive to Burger King in Belleville to work at ( Read more... )

Well, Super Bowl has officially ended. Was I interested in it, hell no. It was just a period of time where I got to sit by myself at home. I enjoyed that ( Read more... )

Well, it has been almost four months since I last visited this site. In that time I have been through a depression and lost contact with one of my best friends, Dean. Sure both of those bother me. The situation with Dean, however, is rather idiotic in my opinion. All of a sudden he started avoiding me for a reason I do not know. Oh well. The one ( Read more... )

It is weird, I can't stop thinking of someone I probably have absolutely no chance with.

I need a life and some confidence.

Or maybe just a slice of pizza.

For the first time for what I can recall, I am really pissed off. Not my usual angry about something that will blow over pissed off, but the level that I don't know what I'm going to exactly do next. I want to punch someones face in right now. He deserves it. No expanation right now, just that he deserves it. I've been pissed since about 1AM..it's ( Read more... )

I really want to break something right now. I don't know why. I just do.

Well, it's been a week since my last update. Let's see if i can remember what happened ( Read more... )

I use entry number twenty to announce today is my twentieth birthday.

Oh, and Melanie woke me up at 6 this morning when she called from the hospital to wish me happy birthday. She's doing really well today after yesterdays crap. Yesterday her lung re-collapsed. Yeah, it sucked.

I found out I might have to celebrate my birthday with Melanie still in the hospital. Damn.