dear livejournal...
i am glad that my friends and i no longer post sad, cryptic entries all of the time...thank you for ushering us through that part of our lives.
the end.

today i got my hepatitis a and b shots for new orleans...i am full of virus!!! construction here i come! about to go eat with jared...will finish when i get back. grace i miss you ( Read more... )

dear grace ( Read more... )

sometimes i am

impulsive.

so..haven't been on in forever, i'm not sorry, but i do miss certain people. call me..you know i am worthless at contacting people.

i love living.
and my roommate is amazing...together...well, we are the s-h-i-t.
this is a ridiculous entry.
it is beautiful outside..i am going to the park.

i'm pretty sure ((you)) only call when you need something...
and i guess i have to be okay with that...

i just had an epiphany, i should have waited until after halloween to cut my hair, and gone as the corpse bride..hahahahah. hmmmm....

fuck you.

seriously,

fuck

you.

all this time you thought i was weak when
i was just pretending
i was just pretending
all this time you made me believe that i should be sorry
you should be sorry for
making me fall

this is me
((i'm tearing a little at the seams))

To be honest sometimes i think i see god more as an escape than anything else. But I know he is so much more. Sometimes I just open my eyes and see him. For a few moments I see him so clearly. Then due to my habit i close my eyes. I wonder if its just because I am afraid of him. It's so weird that the very thing that saves us is the most rejected ( Read more... )