What did you do in 2004 that you'd never done before ( Read more... )

i take that back. not all of it. just the fact that i hate hanging out with them at the same time. because i dont. sometimes i feel uncomfortable. sometimes i feel left out and confused by it. and sometime im really bothered by it. but i dont hate it. and i dont detest it.

I need to write. I need to just vent right now. Now everything has been fine. I mean.. my job is awesome right now.. i got the keyholder/managment team position. And it's a lot of work and i have been getting up early and goin to work and everything. That's the good in my life. THe fact that I am leaving for San Diego in a few days.. is a much ( Read more... )

dood.. its christmas ( Read more... )

the boy i <3 ... lives too far away for me to hug

people get distracted when im trying to say something. so i talk to myself.

i got the position i wanted. go me.

christmas will be here tomorrow.

roseanne is on.

gotta go

i havent started any christmas stuff. i havent even put up a tree. im not feeling it. one night i did.. i walked outside and it smelt like christmas. good times. i hope i get that mananger job at my work. i hope i do i hope i do. i just want it. i can do it. i know i can. blah.. life is so weird. too much stuff today. i cleaned out my room.. and ( Read more... )

i love this song. it reminds me of stuff. it reminds me of the good days with teresa. it reminds me of our talks. it reminds me of my life ( Read more... )

what an interesting day today was. i got a b on my philosophy midterm. go figure. anyway.. weird shit .. so melanie and i decided to have some fun and search all day for "narcotics"... so everytime wed try to buy some wed get carded.. however i dont have a drivers license because it got stolen.. same with hers.. and we tried to tell our story.. but ( Read more... )

~*Layer One ( Read more... )

id like to say.. that after my last entry the world has changed dramatically and my life is in complete control. However, I don't feel like that is the case. Okay.. so the situation that has bothered me the most is getting better. I'm not sure why. I dont know.. im tired of pushing it and trying to be friends soooo its all in where the wind takes ( Read more... )