its christmas
dood.. its christmas...
it was a good one.. i see that as i get older christmas isnt such a big deal. today i felt so old.. at my cousins i saw kids that i knew when they were babies and they are like 8 and 14 years old now.. i felt old. i was like holy fuck time has FLOWN by.
hopefully it will continue flying by so that i can just work and finish school and move to sd in june.
i cant believe new years is next week. holy fuck.
its so weird to have those butterflies in my tummy again.. to miss someone and have my hear totally filled with smiles again. i havent liked someone in so long. its so refreshing to think of someone when you wake up and someone to dream of when you go to sleep.
i just cleaned my room. its nice to have a clean space again.. maybe i can try and keep it this way. yet again. i need to attend target tomorrow. what do u think? i think so. to get a new container for my make up brushes. but hey my boobs look good today!!!
it was a good one.. i see that as i get older christmas isnt such a big deal. today i felt so old.. at my cousins i saw kids that i knew when they were babies and they are like 8 and 14 years old now.. i felt old. i was like holy fuck time has FLOWN by.
hopefully it will continue flying by so that i can just work and finish school and move to sd in june.
i cant believe new years is next week. holy fuck.
its so weird to have those butterflies in my tummy again.. to miss someone and have my hear totally filled with smiles again. i havent liked someone in so long. its so refreshing to think of someone when you wake up and someone to dream of when you go to sleep.
i just cleaned my room. its nice to have a clean space again.. maybe i can try and keep it this way. yet again. i need to attend target tomorrow. what do u think? i think so. to get a new container for my make up brushes. but hey my boobs look good today!!!