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i havent started any christmas stuff. i havent even put up a tree. im not feeling it. one night i did.. i walked outside and it smelt like christmas. good times. i hope i get that mananger job at my work. i hope i do i hope i do. i just want it. i can do it. i know i can. blah.. life is so weird. too much stuff today. i cleaned out my room.. and stuff .. cant tell.. doesnt look i even really did anything but pick stuff up off the floor. but i mean thats better then nothing. man.. im gunna haev to pack so much crap when i moev. i need to just keep getting rid of more and more stuff.. hopefully itll come soon.. this past semester went by really fast. im gunna be sad at the end of next week.. well wednesday.. ill probably never see Ryan again.. we had some good times. he always made me smile.. gotta love those all american rich boys with golden retrievers.. my car got mostly fixed for christmas. i get a new alternator this week.. if anything else goes wrong.. i just dont know what to do.. i want to keep my jimmy .. i mean itd be more practical to get the smaller car, but i do want to keep my car.. its just so much matience. it makes me sad. im thinking about going to the kitchen to get an enchilada to make me fall asleep. maybe even take off my sweater, and my earings. i had a good day today. i spent most of it with dillon.. and then we got nick went to the mall then Jon randomly stopped by.. it was nice for jon to just stop by... it made me smile i was confused when he walked in.. today at secret santa i got a new belt buckle and a "new car" i called my secret santa a smart ass for the little hot wheels. but hey it was a silver convertable.. im in love with the first taking back sunday.. i neeeeed it. there is a cat on tv in a yellow rain coat.. wtf.. anyway i guess i will go take care of this issue and go to sleep now... c-ya