For the third day in the row, I have stayed up all night and greeted the morning sun. Well, I say greet, but my "good mornings" usually only consist of a grunt, nothing more, nothing less. What's funny about that is my father is the same way. He'll walk by me and go "Ugh." I'll respond with a "hmugh." So much is communicated with those simple ( Read more... )

I haven't been to sleep. I need sleep. I would have fallen asleep a while ago, but my bed sheets were in the dryer.  So, I had to wait on them. I stayed up most of the night cleaning in my room. I want to start the new year (and new semester) with a clean slate.  I sure do need one.

My brother's dad passed away yesterday, so an air of gloom lulls ( Read more... )

Well, Christmas is over. It depresses me, but I survived one more year of decorating for Christmas. It is sort of hard to explain, but my family turns insane during the Holiday Season. My mom sort of becomes a scrooge, Dad is always a scrooge, so that leaves me to decorate the outside of the house. That's fine I suppose, but I can sometimes use a ( Read more... )

Sometimes I feel like I can't go any further.

This is one of those moments.

My senior year is supposed to be my easier, best, and most fun year.  Instead, it has been hell so far.  I'm constantly worrying about something; part of that I imagine is my fault.  I have the horrible inability to say "no" to people.

"Eric, can you do this for me?"

"Errr ( Read more... )

Sorry if I haven't posted comments on any of yall's entries.  I've been on vacation in St. Augustine, Florida.  I had a good trip.

Before I went, I bought my new digital slr camera, which I love.  It is awesome.  I've posted pictures that I took with it in Florida.

While I was there, I went to Busch Gardens.  Now, I hate roller coasters.  I have ( Read more... )

Yea, so like here is a story I wrote a couple of years ago. I had to write it for a creative writing assignment, and it IS a true story, as crazy as it seems. Anyways, I just retyped it because I may be able to use it as an essay on some on my college applications lol. I added some stuff that I thought made it better. But anyways, I just thought I' ( Read more... )

I am in one of those moods where everything and everyone pisses me off. Sadly, my laptop isn't helping any. Sometimes, I feel as if it just has a mind of its own and it tries to piss me off. Also, the fact that it is small and lightweight doesn't help any...because it is extremely tempting for me to chunk this thing out my window. I've had to ( Read more... )

Hey.  I just woke up at 2:30 pm.  I was so worn out after I got home last night.  I had gone at least thirty hours without sleep.

Taking photos at the cheer clinic was horrible.  It was extremely, extremely hot.  I did get to use a pretty nice camera though.  Nothing really exciting happened though, except there was like a fifty year old woman in ( Read more... )

I would start this entry with "I'm back!", but I've said that the past several times I've come back, and then I leave right afterwards.

Not this time!!!!!!

Or at least I hope not.  I'll just forget about what's been going on in my life, and just start as if I've never left.  Good?  Good.

I'm starting to realize how stressful this upcoming year is ( Read more... )

I haven't updated this thing in...forever. I abandoned it for xanga, and then I abandoned that for myspace. Xanga pretty must just sucks, but myspace is better for doing some stuff, while livejournal is better for posting blogs. Whatever ( Read more... )