tuesday morning around 8 o'clock i had a dream that jesus was in the sky. he started to come down and as soon as he hit the ground i woke up. as soon as i opened my eyes it felt like somebody hugged me and then i saw jesus and heard heavenly music. it sounded like the angels we're right around me singing into my ears. he had a huge glow around him ( Read more... )

damn my account is expiring in a couple of days. pft. saturday morning my mom and my grandmother went off to garage sales and they found me a zeebra spaghetti strapped shirt. its adoarable. i like it because it isnt cotton. i have how shirt stretch and they arent tight anymore. i've been looking every where and couldn't find a zeebra spaghetti ( Read more... )

last weekend i decided to be nice and clean the entire house as soon as i woke up. my mom was shocked, i hardly ever start when i wake up, but i wanted to drink that night and she knew i wanted something so she decided to ask. i told her i wanted to have a couple of friends over and pick up a liter of crown. she agreed, went to the liquor store and ( Read more... )

last week was sort of a fucked up week. let me explain the story. one of my moms friends has been cheating on her husband rick with his bestfriend for a while now. jr (ricks friend) decided to tape them having sex, not just once a couple of times. he told dawn about it once and said he would get rid of the tape, but never did. he hid it somewhere ( Read more... )

yanno. i was just thinking about how my mother ruined my life by making me move here. if i was still living in newyork i gaurantee you i would have a car by now, have a job, be finished with school, and on my way to college. but no, we had to go move to florida. out of all fucking places. i could move back to newyork if i wanted to, but i dont ( Read more... )

well my grandfathers out of the hospital. they had him up and walking today which is great. im so glad he's alright. i was really worried there for a second but like i said he's a strong guy. i knew he would be able to start walking again ;]

project pat - if ya aint from my hood

bleh this weeked hasnt been all that great. okay well about two months ago my grandfather was having problems getting around. the both of his knees were bothering him to where he could hardly walk. well to make a long story short, he went to the doctor and they found a cyst in each knee. about a week later he went into surgery and only had the left ( Read more... )

i dont have a life right now so i stopped hanging out with everybody for a while. i was getting sick and tired of the bullshit lies, and excuses. did i mention the drama? when i get my car i know it'll be the time i start getting my life back on track. everybody will think i came back from where ever i was aha. memorial weekend sucked for me. all ( Read more... )

ugh everybody needs to leave me the fuck alone. i wake up today and the first thing i hear is bitching. my mom got all pissed off because i left the house a mess before i left last night and didnt bother cleaning it up. now shes a clean freak. if there was a piece of paper of the table the house is a "distaster area" i cant take it anymore. she ( Read more... )

britney, allan and some kid from the army stopped by last week. i havent seen allan in a long time, almost a year. they came over seeing if i could get them an ounce but my dealers phone wasnt working that day so i had britney call david hestler which is allan's ex girlfriends boyfriend. allan and david have problems because allan used to"beat on ( Read more... )