to update this thing. i still don't have the internet so the updates wont be daily, maybe not even weekly. its been forever since ive seen anybody from homestead. thats no good. the twenty-five year reunion cant come soon enough. few things that have happened in the three months that i haven't seen anyone. i made it to two years sober and am still ( Read more... )

well im writing this on my aunts computer because our cable internet got shutdown due to my mom being unemployed. still. my phone is also no more. if anyone's been trying to call me, sorry. im working on getting a new one but money's tight. back to doing everything myself i guess. so much for parents. i take that back. dad's been helping me an ( Read more... )

took my sats yesterday. i think it went pretty well. the math section made me mad a couple times. i think those were the only sections i didnt answer on like five. the verbal was suprisingly tame. no joke, one of the analogies was CURMUDGEON : GROUCHY ::___________ : ___________. One of the answers was DEFENDANT : GUILTY. I was laughing my ass off ( Read more... )

im finally starting to get some acceptance with this whole thing. lifes still throwing beaners but im kinda getting used to it. car crash, sucks. CA convention, kick ass. date on friday, went well. school, sucks. yeah but im definitely tired of the home situation. i dont think ill ever gain acceptance about that. aubrees a raging addict bitch. moms ( Read more... )

I GOT A RAISE! life sucks. wait, no it doesnt. force of habit.

interesting developments in my life. oh wait, thats right, my life isnt interesting its just horribly depressing. the cool thing is im not really getting to down about it all. im really just getting annoyed that everybody's constantly bullshitting everyone else. my mom's bullshitting everyone, including herself. my cousin's bullshitting everyone. ( Read more... )

yeah so i found out today from my cousin who found out today from her friend who found out today from her mom that my mom got fired. FIRED FROM HER FUCKING NINE DOLLAR AN HOUR JOB THAT WAS ALL SHE FUCKING HAD@!@!#^%@W@W#$^ the reason for the firing, they wanted somebody who could do more than just answer a phone. my mom is very capable of answering ( Read more... )

yeah so... i bought a car yesterday. kind of on a whim i suppose. went out with my dad in the morning and looked at a car. it was a total piece so we picked up a knew peddlers post. called up a guy with a 93 mercury sable with 104k miles on it for $1595. went over to check it out and bought it on the spot. for $1300. it fucking cool. it has a 3.8 ( Read more... )

its been forever since i updated and i feel like i should finally get to it. i saw an amazing movie today. i judge the greatness of a movie by the power it has to disturb me. by disturb i mean the movie temporarily or permanently alters my emotional state. ive seen so many movies that it is rare that i feel anything other than contentment and ( Read more... )

im so mad right now. i dont know what to do. i dont know how to think. bad fight with my mom. she ended up calling me a selfish, self-centered bastard. all of it over me asking her to walk the dogs b/c it was 1100 at night and i needed to do some paperwork for a meeting tomorrow, shower, go to bed, and i was really tired. and i keep flashing to all ( Read more... )