It's a little over 2:30 am and I can't sleep. I am leaving in a little more than 24 hours and I am so nervous. I am scared out of my wits, and normally I am never fearful of going away.
I am so unprepared and I really don't know what to expect.
Seven months... is a long time.The older I become the more I just want to settle. I honestly do ( Read more... )

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Bard on the Beach was awesome!  Saw "Measure for Measure" and the actors were phemonimal.  It was so refreshing to get away from the flat screen.

Photos with Pam and Katelyn before the show.  Isn't Vancouver beautiful?


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I know it may be the same old same old with me but I have been kind of blue.  At my work, this one girl that hates me is forming a "I hate Thao club".  She works day shift with everyone while I work night shift, so when she bad mouths me, I am in no position to defend myself.  Everytime something goes wrong at work she blames me.  I know because I ( Read more... )

" The harder you work, the easier it gets"

That's the only thing getting me by these days.  I don't know how much longer I can keep this up.  Working 7 days a week can be really tiring but I need as much money as I can get so when I go back to school fall'07 I won't have to work while doing school.  I won't complain anymore because no one's making ( Read more... )

"Believe, when you are most unhappy, that there is something for you to do in the world. So long as you can sweeten another's pain, life is not in vain"

-Helen Keller

Yesterday i went to visit my cousins house and wow, they are both so grown up now. Lawrence is like 6' something and Michelle's almost as tall as I am. It's crazy how fast these kids grow, they are both looking so beautiful too ( Read more... )

I can't help but feel like I have been replaced by someone more beautiful, more smarter, and more than me in every aspect.

I know it's not really that way, but that's how I feel.

I checked my profile site for canada world youth and I will be going to Napanee, Ontario.


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I got offered an opportunity to work in TO yesterday for the summer but I turned it down. I applied for random positions awhile back to work for the goverment but I feel like it would be kind of a waste of time. At this rate, I might as well graduate when I'm 50. I guess I am just trying to justify to myself that it was a good decision to reject ( Read more... )