flight away
It's a little over 2:30 am and I can't sleep. I am leaving in a little more than 24 hours and I am so nervous. I am scared out of my wits, and normally I am never fearful of going away.
I am so unprepared and I really don't know what to expect.
Seven months... is a long time.
The older I become the more I just want to settle. I honestly do not wish to go anymore. I want to stay home to be with my friends and family but I must go or I may regret this. My fear of regret is much greater than my fear of uncertainty.
I just need to get over this. Everything will still be here when I return and I know I will come out of this a better person.
I am so unprepared and I really don't know what to expect.
Seven months... is a long time.
The older I become the more I just want to settle. I honestly do not wish to go anymore. I want to stay home to be with my friends and family but I must go or I may regret this. My fear of regret is much greater than my fear of uncertainty.
I just need to get over this. Everything will still be here when I return and I know I will come out of this a better person.