I'm back in Springfield.  I always remember why I wanted to leave this place after 5 minutes of being here every time.  It's like a drunk person with their head in the toilet telling themselves that they are never going to drink again and then they do it the next night or weekend because they didn't remember how shitty they felt.  

This is my new piece in progress... with Sebastian's tail.

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So I went out and bought a Bright Eyes CD
On this night to keep me company
And I'm playing it on the stereo
Hoping that the words will flow
And fill me up inside this coffin
Giving me something to relate to

You know you're overdoing it when:

You're walking through Wal-Mart and you pass two guys and one turns to the other and says, "Dude, that girl was high as fuck."

You're ordering a "Snicker's Candy-Shake Bar" from Dairy Dream.

You're ripping out the back end of a pizza box to get the pizza out.

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Bright Eyes - "Nothing Gets Crossed Out"

The future has got me worried, such awful thoughts.
My head is a carousel of pictures.
The spinning never stops.
I just want someone to walk in front
and I'll follow the leader.
Like when I fell under the weight of a schoolboy crush.
Started carrying her books and doing lots of drugs. I almost forgot who I was,
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It's all a sick game, a sick contest of people fucking people and seeing who can fuck the most people.

This is me stalling. I don't feel like going to work tonight. I feel so shallow.

I'm sitting at a blank screen... I'm biting, peeling, picking at my lips because I can't think of where to start on this. I just know that the pain of the skin peeling off my lips makes me cringe and squeeze my eyes shut in pain, but it will soon be gone and then I'll be able to taste the salty blood on my salty lips. I was trying to kick that ( Read more... )

My parents are creating a plan to rip me out of dekalb and send me back to Springfield by cutting me off and making me suffer as much as they can as far as they are away. As much as they deny it... I am aware of the 'value of a dollar' and that I can't rely on them for everything. I KNOW! I've told them a million times screaming into the phone. I'm ( Read more... )

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