I was going to update but now I just want to rip my jaw off.

So, as for my life ( Read more... )

I think I have another ovarian cyst that ruptured. I hurt a lot.

I don't even know anything anymore. I'm so tired all the time, and I don't have time for friends. I love my job though. Is that wrong? I love working 40 hours a week because I love everyone there. I was already promoted at 1.5 months, and now I'm trained on almost every station. I'm good at what I do. I enjoy what I do. I actually know what to do. ( Read more... )

So for anyone who doesn't know already, and cares, I dropped out of school for this semester. I've been having a lot of panic attacks and just general depression. So I decided to withdraw and work full-time instead. It's going relatively well. I got promoted to associate trainer at Panera, so I'll be getting a raise soon. I'm going back to school ( Read more... )

oh my gosh. is this real?

Only 6 days till I move in! I'm so excited. I'm working 2 jobs now basically. I got hired at Panera. I'm a little concerned that I'll be scheduled for both jobs at the same time. I'll just have to get someone to cover for me at AE I guess.

I'm kinda confused. I wish I just knew exactly what I want. :(

Life is pretty good right now. I got a job at Panera in Newark, I move back in 10 days from now, and life in general is just pretty satisfying.

I need to calm down and take everything one step at a time.

I'm just so nervous.

oooooh my gosh.