Funny how last year at this time my mind and my heart were in turmoil, stressing over a seemingly doomed relationship, and the aftermath of moving out, etc, had it died then and there. Yet despite all that, we were still in the process of acquiring Angus, a Husky-Shepperd-Collie puppy from Keswick ( Read more... )

she: I feel like alienated here ( Read more... )

Holy fuck does Pickering suck!!!! lmao I thought Cloverdale was bad ( Read more... )

I've had four addresses since the beginning of this year.

For someone that never moved for the first 22 years of life, I find it quite amusing. I'm now residing in Pickering - far east, just outside of Toronto. I never thought I would leave the west end. I never thought I'd get the hell out of Toronto, but here I am. Of course, I still work in ( Read more... )

My dad and his girlfriend fought like crazy yesterday.. I got home at 2:30. She got up at 3. And it started. It was still going on at midnight when I shut my door and tried to sleep. And still going on at 3am when crashing plates woke me ( Read more... )

( what do you want )

( For His Eyes Maybe )

I wish it hadnt come to this. Once again Im the only one to see the potential. Once again Im left with the feeling of worthlessness. Once again I've misplaced my trust in a boy. Once again Im left with the heartache ( Read more... )

-Car on the road. End of January.
-Out of this hellhole on my own. End of February.
-Apprenticeship or Management. By my birthday.
-Stop being a flake. Get out more.

Done, done and done. And on-going.

Now for something more of a challenge! :)
And possibly some commitment.

-Save, save, save! Maybe I can restore the bonds lost when this place ( Read more... )

Im an idiot for even considering it. But I am. And I dont know why it feels different this time. I dont think I can go through with the usual plan. Something had changed. Something about me. Something inside of me. Maybe because the circumstances are so very different this time? We all know dreams dont come true but here I am living in my own world ( Read more... )