So this will be my first entry as a college student.

How lame am I?

Life makes zero sense lately.
But I guess I have to accept that and move on.

I love MSU & EL.
The campus is beautiful.
Classes are okay.
And i've made some pretty sweet friends.
Though i'm missing my friends from home insane amounts.
Especially my bff's and my malzooski/rode clan.

It baffles ( Read more... )

i feel like i just got hit with a bunch of bricks.
no i'm not in any physical pain.
that'd be too easy.
but it just became semi-real that i leave for college in two weeks.
what?!
i'm not ready for this.
i'm excited/scared/nervous all at the same time.
i don't want to do school work.
and i definately don't want to leave my friends.
they are beyond amazing.
i ( Read more... )

Fourth of July was not what I expected.
Fun.
But not the same.
Drunk thirteen year olds are stupid by the way.
My whole family was fighting.
Because my brothers are stupid as hell.
And my mom's a psycho freak.
In an attempt to avoid this I spend the night at my cousin's.
My parents never called so I figured they'd put things together or had talked to my ( Read more... )

Life is fucking crazy.
Since April it's just been a whirlwind.
Most of it is bullshit I don't want to deal with.
I question everything.
I feel angry a lot of the time.
I cry way to much.
Home is the last place I ever want to be.
But there's a select group of people in my life that make me unbelieveably happy.
I'd die without them.
Seriously.

Tomorrow is the ( Read more... )

well things have gotten a little better.
not good.
but manageable i suppose.

it is spring break.
and it is snowing.
and it is a balmy 28 degrees outside.
i should be in florida right now with katie squared.
too bad i'm broke.

thursday was fun.
i got my hair cut.
its shorter than i wanted.
and i miss my long hair.
but im learning to deal.

then i went to ashley's ( Read more... )

i hate everything right now ( Read more... )

This may be a lot of venting and crap.
Ignore it.

Thursday is the worst day of the week.

I lost my wallet.
Shortly after Deal or No Deal.
Its black and purple.
Seen it?
It didn't have money in it.
Just like a $10 gift card.
And my license.
And library card.
And people's senior pics.
Lame.

Life is just way to stressful.
I hate it.

I hate being at home.
Everyone's ( Read more... )

Last weekend was Springhill. 
I'm glad I went.
We all talked a lot.
And I learned how to snowboard. 
It was a lot of fun.
We learned the banana song.

I accomplished nothing over winter break.
It was terrible.

This week was soo long.
And it was only three days.
My abs are still super sore from PHIT on wednesday and thursday.
I feel like I haven't talked to ( Read more... )

tuesday, the world hated me.
i came to this conclusion after several ridiculous events which i will not go into detail about.
but i was pissed.

my cousin ashley had her last volleyball game.
so isabelle and i went.
then the three of us braved the blizzard and trekked out to taco bell.
we returned and went to the guys swim meet.
i got stuck timing my own ( Read more... )

this is long.
but its because i type in fragments.
if i felt like writing complete/logical sentences it would probably be shorter.
oh well.
plus it's in sections, so you can skip things or whatever.

so sledding a few weeks ago was super fun.
and super illegal because it was 930 at night.
we snuck in through someone's backyard.  
as other kids have done.
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