too bad if you're comatose
i hate everything right now.
well not my friends.
they're about the only thing.
and i do love those softball girls.
i am so over school.
it needs to be may.
NOW.
too bad i don't know where i want to go to college.
and too bad my parents are no help with that.
i hate being at home.
my family is fucking retarded.
get me out of here.
im sick.
i'm broke.
wayne offered me full tuition.
excellent, right?
too bad i had just excluded it from my choices.
i really don't want to go there.
and i WILL NOT, under any circumstances live at home.
that just makes it so much harder.
because well, given my financial situation, that's really hard to pass up.
i just don't know what to do.
its going to snow over spring break.
what the fuck is that?
i need to get out of this state.
i need to find a prom dress.
i need to stop second guessing everything.
i need to be able to make decisions.
i need to do homework.
but my motivation is in the negatives.
i feel like i cry all the time.
on a happier note.
my birthday party was a lot of fun.
and im glad it was warm.
thank you to everyone who made my birthday amazing.
friday was fun.
i consumed an abnormally high number of chocolate chips.
we won our softball game.
devon did great in her play.
we had starbucks.
and drove crazy.
and we're hyper.
and made no sense.
saturday was blitz day for softball.
lame.
then i went to the mall with natalie & kelly.
then we all fell asleep on natalie's couch.
then we went to hillary's party.
weird day.
but pretty fun.
then i got sick.
not fun.
i quit.
well not my friends.
they're about the only thing.
and i do love those softball girls.
i am so over school.
it needs to be may.
NOW.
too bad i don't know where i want to go to college.
and too bad my parents are no help with that.
i hate being at home.
my family is fucking retarded.
get me out of here.
im sick.
i'm broke.
wayne offered me full tuition.
excellent, right?
too bad i had just excluded it from my choices.
i really don't want to go there.
and i WILL NOT, under any circumstances live at home.
that just makes it so much harder.
because well, given my financial situation, that's really hard to pass up.
i just don't know what to do.
its going to snow over spring break.
what the fuck is that?
i need to get out of this state.
i need to find a prom dress.
i need to stop second guessing everything.
i need to be able to make decisions.
i need to do homework.
but my motivation is in the negatives.
i feel like i cry all the time.
on a happier note.
my birthday party was a lot of fun.
and im glad it was warm.
thank you to everyone who made my birthday amazing.
friday was fun.
i consumed an abnormally high number of chocolate chips.
we won our softball game.
devon did great in her play.
we had starbucks.
and drove crazy.
and we're hyper.
and made no sense.
saturday was blitz day for softball.
lame.
then i went to the mall with natalie & kelly.
then we all fell asleep on natalie's couch.
then we went to hillary's party.
weird day.
but pretty fun.
then i got sick.
not fun.
i quit.