Lots and lots of strange dreams, oh my. I'm excited about the weekend- many things to do with many people, and much stuff to get done on my own as well. And my parents might pop into town as well. Yeesh. Connor took me driving again today, and I guess I don't need to tell him things like my dreams where the car's brakes aren't working, because I ( Read more... )

I need a licenseI'm driving with my dad in a car, but the seatbelt keeps me from steering right properly, and then the brakes fail altogether. We have to back up off the highway, my dad says some scary stuff about war, and have to go to a 'problem report center' to get the car fixed. Connor (and others?)is there and shares his ice cream with me ( Read more... )

but I feel the need to try to update every day. though i'll be pissed in the morning. and missing sleep. work was surprisingly not terrible today- through i'm sure the 7 hours of sleep had something to do with it. but i keep on forgetting that i don't have to hate everything i do all the time. and everyone is slowly tricking back, which makes ( Read more... )

Good good good mood. feel like i'm slowly waking up, (but the kind of waking up we're you know you're going to end up bright eyed, not my usual so confused you find your way back to sleep over and over until it's 4 pm) perhaps even a bit hopeful. hopeful circe, yeah oooh. The roommate has been helpful with that, we've been talking a lot and it ( Read more... )

oddly antisocial today. was supposed to call jean this morning, and didn't because i'm terrible and evil and she even left a message which makes me feel terribly guilty. my housemate housesitting is making me lose track of time and motivation. i made it out today to sierra's recital (and did her makeup and hair beforehand to boot) before returning ( Read more... )

really, i think all i need out of life is the occasional dancing til 2am. (because they don't do 4 out here) working on 3 hours of sleep made me surprisingly bouncy. i think unfortunately i'm going to be the crackhead cashier next week. (my favorite customer of the day was the guy that wandered in, stood next to me, looked at me contemplatively ( Read more... )

i feel good and bad, and bad for feeling good mostly. 2 hours on the phone with violet, mostly to ( Read more... )

So Connor and I spent a chunk of Sunday evening talking to each other online, whining and worrying and obsessing about how our people who are obviously into us obviously aren't, and we came to the conclusion that we were both stupid, and that violet was an idiot for not wanting to sex me up all the time. And then last evening I got out of my 'i've ( Read more... )

back from columbus, much fun had. obviously i fenced like shit, and i knew i was going to, but still it's hard to squash that competitive urge. arrgh. my brain remembered a lot more than my body did, which drove me up the wall. there were small moments of lucidity where my body and brain were in sync but most of the time i was just awful, and all ( Read more... )

Bah. That's really all I want to say, bah. violet was visiting, arrived yesterday morning to wake me (perfect, really) and left early this morning. Not even a full 24, now that i think about it. again, with the bah. i had a lovely time, now i'm just a bit sad and muddled in that day after a show way, and it seems to be manifesting itself through my ( Read more... )