i really hope that dreams are not a wish your heart makes
I need a license
I'm driving with my dad in a car, but the seatbelt keeps me from steering right properly, and then the brakes fail altogether. We have to back up off the highway, my dad says some scary stuff about war, and have to go to a 'problem report center' to get the car fixed. Connor (and others?)is there and shares his ice cream with me.
what?
My brother and Rose are getting married at some future point. I'm trying to take a shower in the bathroom sink back home. Dor is somehow involved, as are cookies. And a cat that turns into a turtle.
now is the time to make some sort of brilliant psychoanalysis involving vi and my claustrophobia
I'm at a amusement/water park with my parents, talking to violet on a cell phone. He's supposed to come to my brother and Rose's wedding, but has to ask his dad for permission. My parents and I are traveling through some really tight rock tunnels, and of course I refuse to go through one really narrow one. And then the back one collapses and I totally freak out.
bizarre gay interlude
I'm watching some weird sitcom involving 2 cute boys that like each other, when the dream makes the sitcom part of dream reality. I think I'm one of the boys. We go into a room where Dawn and S are lying on a bed. When one of the boys starts to get inappropriately grabby, S makes him settle down. I give S a hug and am telling him about my violet problems.
more apocalyptic/car crash doom from circe's psyche
I'm on long island for a tournament, and I'm with connor and someone else. There's something related to the phantom wedding, but I don't remember what it is. Suddenly there's a terror warning on TV, telling us that they're (the evil governent) going to bomb bridges so we're not allowed to drive back or they'll destroy our car on principle. Connor scoffs at this and we drive back (where back is is unclear)anyway. I'm worried about my parents being okay.
"does he give you love & affection? I didn't think so."
My roommmate knocks on my door and I ignore her b/c I'm sleeping. And then (annoyed!) the door opens and she says she figured it was alright as logan and benjamin come in. I'm still very sleepy eyed and not sure if I'm quite awake. Benjamin comes and lies down on the bed, i throw my arm around him and cuddle him, then i see someone blurrily out of the corner of my eye, ask if it's logan, and it is, he comes and lies down as well. Benjamin pulls out something to read(Rolling Stone, I think), as logan and i do a bit of kissing , but mostly just lying there sleepily. Benjamin talks about the construction work he does at some point. Cut to the three of us going to a beach. There are people there that I don't know, mostly girls, that I think are friends of Benjamin & logan. Logan and I splash around in the surf and i confess my lack of swimming knowledge. I get pretty wet but it's warm, so not terrible by far. The two of us retire to a little ledge among the rocks, and he sort of sneakily pulls out (and on) a condom and arranges things so that i'm sitting in his lap facing away. We start having slow yet public sex, which is really weird yet oddly exciting. He assures me it isn't any big deal, through people keep on looking at up curiously. Eventually we stop and adjust, then I talk to various people, including Don, who I should point out, I haven't seen in years. Later on I'm in the garbage room with my dad trying to throw used condoms down the disposal without him seeing.
I'm driving with my dad in a car, but the seatbelt keeps me from steering right properly, and then the brakes fail altogether. We have to back up off the highway, my dad says some scary stuff about war, and have to go to a 'problem report center' to get the car fixed. Connor (and others?)is there and shares his ice cream with me.
what?
My brother and Rose are getting married at some future point. I'm trying to take a shower in the bathroom sink back home. Dor is somehow involved, as are cookies. And a cat that turns into a turtle.
now is the time to make some sort of brilliant psychoanalysis involving vi and my claustrophobia
I'm at a amusement/water park with my parents, talking to violet on a cell phone. He's supposed to come to my brother and Rose's wedding, but has to ask his dad for permission. My parents and I are traveling through some really tight rock tunnels, and of course I refuse to go through one really narrow one. And then the back one collapses and I totally freak out.
bizarre gay interlude
I'm watching some weird sitcom involving 2 cute boys that like each other, when the dream makes the sitcom part of dream reality. I think I'm one of the boys. We go into a room where Dawn and S are lying on a bed. When one of the boys starts to get inappropriately grabby, S makes him settle down. I give S a hug and am telling him about my violet problems.
more apocalyptic/car crash doom from circe's psyche
I'm on long island for a tournament, and I'm with connor and someone else. There's something related to the phantom wedding, but I don't remember what it is. Suddenly there's a terror warning on TV, telling us that they're (the evil governent) going to bomb bridges so we're not allowed to drive back or they'll destroy our car on principle. Connor scoffs at this and we drive back (where back is is unclear)anyway. I'm worried about my parents being okay.
"does he give you love & affection? I didn't think so."
My roommmate knocks on my door and I ignore her b/c I'm sleeping. And then (annoyed!) the door opens and she says she figured it was alright as logan and benjamin come in. I'm still very sleepy eyed and not sure if I'm quite awake. Benjamin comes and lies down on the bed, i throw my arm around him and cuddle him, then i see someone blurrily out of the corner of my eye, ask if it's logan, and it is, he comes and lies down as well. Benjamin pulls out something to read(Rolling Stone, I think), as logan and i do a bit of kissing , but mostly just lying there sleepily. Benjamin talks about the construction work he does at some point. Cut to the three of us going to a beach. There are people there that I don't know, mostly girls, that I think are friends of Benjamin & logan. Logan and I splash around in the surf and i confess my lack of swimming knowledge. I get pretty wet but it's warm, so not terrible by far. The two of us retire to a little ledge among the rocks, and he sort of sneakily pulls out (and on) a condom and arranges things so that i'm sitting in his lap facing away. We start having slow yet public sex, which is really weird yet oddly exciting. He assures me it isn't any big deal, through people keep on looking at up curiously. Eventually we stop and adjust, then I talk to various people, including Don, who I should point out, I haven't seen in years. Later on I'm in the garbage room with my dad trying to throw used condoms down the disposal without him seeing.