Well it's almost time to leave Oregon, I know it's time to move on..well actually it's well past time to move on lol ( Read more... )

Last weekend..I ran into this girl I went to school with since elementary..I said hello and she replied with " Hi, who ARE you ( Read more... )

Well I got off the phone yesterday with the financial aide officer and I was accepted! All I need to worry about now is getting from here to there ! After sept. I may not get in here to write aboot my adventures but I will be living them and that's what's really important. I have succeeded that is what matters..In the beginning part of the reason ( Read more... )

I find out tomorrow once again if I can make it to the art school...I still wanna go but if it doesn't work then it doesn't work then it doesn't work...I don't fear that I will quit as my cousins did..they were the source of m,y love of art when I was not even in school yet..I started when I was about 7 or 8 years old. I saw something I liked and I ( Read more... )

I have been officially accepted to the art school I have been trying to get into since this year started!!!!!!!!!! To those who supported me, I have succeeded Yaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaayyyy!!! to those who didn't believe I could do it....... hm hm well?
I am on my way to becoming a professional artist. I have no fear atm. I WILL SUCCEED !!!!!!!!!!!!!

It's my 26th birthday..I sent my portfolio away the week after last, I got a response! I RULE!!!! Who doesn't succeed now?
but anyway I can't wait for the phone interview next week. I can feel my confidence restored :)
We shall see the final result of my efort in the eyes of school next week....

13 out of 15 pieces done...I have a headache. I am closer to my goals and all I can think of lately is..How much I am not enjoying myself around here...I need to stop..I caught a very strange dream the other night..a big house of spiders..I am not afraid of spiders I own a tarantula, she'll attest my fearlessness...anyway I can't leave this big ( Read more... )

I have completed 9 out of 15 pieces for my portfolio... There isn't much else that takes precedence... I may admit to being paranoid about what amounts to " a threat" to my goals...Too much Capt Morgan's private stock tonight...it doesn't help the fact that I see everything (potentially) as a threat to my goals...well that is an exaggeration...... ( Read more... )

helping a friend move today, and went out to eat, saw some unholy evil bitch....No not my ex LOL ( Read more... )

It has dawned on me, a little while ago at work today, I was folding sheets and a realization came over me like a cozy blanket. A warm secure enity if you will. I feel so much more confident in my artistic talent, I "know" more than "feel" my destiny with this art school in New Jersey. I can't explain it fully enough, but my faith in the path I ( Read more... )