possibly my last entry
Well it's almost time to leave Oregon, I know it's time to move on..well actually it's well past time to move on lol
I leave the day after tomorrow and I lose my internet connection tomorrow so I won't be fooling with the computer just packing and getting my last paycheck. My brother doesn't seem to be bothered much by my leaving..My dad...he's giving shit on some of the stupidest pettiest shit. I hate it. I just wanna have a good time with what time remains, but I suppose it is hardly a time to fool around...Oh well who knows. I only know that after wednesday this mess here in Oregon is no longer my problem. I will have a new adventure to worry about. My life gets on track I want this more and more. I have earned this! that sounds conceited but I feel like this is a reward for having to endure so much...I also know this is a chance to lose all or most of my worst habits, and a chance to make something of my life while I still have a chance. while I still care enough to try... I am filled (equally) to bursting with excitement and fear of what awaits me. The Flogging Molly concert was AWESOME ! I danced my fool head off!!!!!! I had quite a time! The trip is almost here. I had best get ready and then go. No hesitation. I will seize what I want! Nothing (but failure) can stop me!!! LOL
This may very likely be my very last entry...though I have said this before. who knows :)
I leave the day after tomorrow and I lose my internet connection tomorrow so I won't be fooling with the computer just packing and getting my last paycheck. My brother doesn't seem to be bothered much by my leaving..My dad...he's giving shit on some of the stupidest pettiest shit. I hate it. I just wanna have a good time with what time remains, but I suppose it is hardly a time to fool around...Oh well who knows. I only know that after wednesday this mess here in Oregon is no longer my problem. I will have a new adventure to worry about. My life gets on track I want this more and more. I have earned this! that sounds conceited but I feel like this is a reward for having to endure so much...I also know this is a chance to lose all or most of my worst habits, and a chance to make something of my life while I still have a chance. while I still care enough to try... I am filled (equally) to bursting with excitement and fear of what awaits me. The Flogging Molly concert was AWESOME ! I danced my fool head off!!!!!! I had quite a time! The trip is almost here. I had best get ready and then go. No hesitation. I will seize what I want! Nothing (but failure) can stop me!!! LOL
This may very likely be my very last entry...though I have said this before. who knows :)