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Sep 04, 2005 05:43


speaking feels like a chore. can't listen to music (until now).

it's fairly therapeutic. i've been doing  this faux meditation my whole life. i recommend it. i also ate a fancy cupcake. that helps, too.

if i'm having a nervous breakdown or something, this is the most peaceful nervous breakdown of all times.

i'm having a hard time coping with the ( Read more... )

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chuhui September 4 2005, 12:34:00 UTC
angelina jolie's baby is so cute it makes me want to cry. i share the feeling that livejournal is "addicting and destructive and self-involved." it's weird because you write about yourself but for other people to read and i feel myself skewing things in certain ways without realizing it until i read the entry again much later. confessional blogging is really addictive.

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red_desert September 4 2005, 18:02:39 UTC
it becomes entertainment (like my myspace blog! hehe..). i also think about the "audience" reading it and delete a lot of stuff. diaries need no editing, no censorship, no consideration for others. i should go back to a diary with no audience at all.

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chuhui September 5 2005, 10:09:56 UTC
yeah i've been thinking that lately too.

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monicorn September 4 2005, 21:41:32 UTC
hi-i dont know you, but it seems like doing something "outside" of yourself might be v. like volunteering or something along those lines.

as far as this web journaling...step away from it for awhile. keep some thoughts private and try just being "alone" for a while.

dont pressure yourself to post. i know other people on here who feel the same things about posting - they feel they dp it not for themselves for but other people's entertainment.

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red_desert September 5 2005, 02:47:57 UTC
i know that. i'm just having a hard time getting my life together enough to pay the rent or actually go on a "date". i supposedly have two "dates" in the next week. oy vey. anyway, i feel like i won't really be able to do much good until i feel good again. unless i go to new orleans this week..which i might.

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chuhui September 5 2005, 10:21:54 UTC
you mean you're thinking about going to NO to do volunteer work? that would be so awesome and maybe just what you need!

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red_desert September 5 2005, 02:45:11 UTC
oh i forgot that was an option. duh

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gonnagetright September 11 2005, 20:01:59 UTC
are you okay? sorry about last night.

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gonnagetright September 11 2005, 20:13:38 UTC
i mean what the fuck HAPPENED

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red_desert September 16 2005, 04:32:51 UTC
i was going to say "shut up", but it seems you've shut yourself up.

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