In the wise words of Charles Baxter, "I am no longer a story. Happiness has made me fade into real life ( Read more... )

I am seriously bad at updating. here we go again ( Read more... )

college has been a mess of crazy lately. Going home for thanksgiving was beyond weird.I never thought being in a place that you have lived all your life could be so unfamiliar. I have so many new adventures and stories, and i feel like i have no idea where to start or even end. But i have realized that the people that matter don't really mind and ( Read more... )

college has been so much adventuring lately. picking up where I left off. Last weekend. fiday i stayed in and played catch phrase with people on the floor. Saturday night i went out with people and don't really recall anything special happening until the end of the night. We ran into a kind of friend on DP and he was very drunk and alone. We ended ( Read more... )

Today I am inspired by spontaneity. sitting in the lounge at 1:30 am on Thursday night. It was concluded that Hollywood had a good 24 hour Jewish deli. hanging out with almost all Jews, and one with a car. At 140 we left UCSB and drove down the 101 to Hollywood. In Oxnard we get pulled over. The police officer after some convincing lets us go ( Read more... )

Today I am yet again inspired by my 9 am class. after getting out of a really good inspiring class, I had a really nerdy conversation about computers, which seems to be a common element of my college experience ( Read more... )

Today i am inspired by my insomnia. Because of my inability to sleep through the night, I found myself wide away in bed at 6am this morning. grudgingly i got up, showered, actually put on makeup, answered my email, watched the sun rise, did some reading, and organized my thoughts. It is amazing what an extra hour and a half of solitude can add to ( Read more... )

they took my blood today...surgery Wednesday. but let me focus my post on better things for a change ( Read more... )

May God bless you with discomfort. Discomfort at easy answers, half truths, and superficial relationships, so that you may live deep within your heart. Amen ( Read more... )

someday things will get better... at least i can hope