I wish I had some idea why I consistently feel like shit lately. Ugh.

I love warm, sunny weather. I want it to be yesterday every day of the year. Except without the whole work thing. I let weather affect my mood way too much; I'd be in a bad mood all throughout February if it weren't for random warm, sunny days like yesterday. Today was also Tony's last day at Wendy's, other than a few random Saturdays he'll be ( Read more... )

I finally finished reading Crime and Punishment.

What should I read next?

I'm considering A Clockwork Orange, Atlas Shrugged, or possibly Notes From the Underground. Recommendations would be nice though.

I have this habit of writing about some problem on my journal, but then the act of writing about it helps me resolve the problem in my head and therefore eliminate the need to write much about it. And thus, it never gets posted. That's why most of my posts are short and vague; those are always the hardest ones to resolve.

Have you ever noticed

how things are always so different,

but really always the same?

I wish I would feel like this less often.

Christmas ( Read more... )

Dear everyone:

Katie is one of my favorite people; I think she's great. You should too.

Sincerely, me.

Maybe it'll work,

or maybe I'm crazy.

But I'm going for it.

Now. The outcome will be decisive, positive or negative. I'm tired of backing down in the face of obstacles, or just from fear, then wondering later what could have or would have happened.

And this can't be good.