I think everything is getting back on the right track. It may not all last for long, but I'm optimistic for now.

Things happen too fast. Everything needs just to slow down sometimes. I'm going to slow everything down and sort everything out the way it should be. I'm not perfect, but some things have to be done right and I have to be the one to make sure that happens.

Today was good.

I thought I'd have more to update about, but meh. That's all.

It's amazing how no matter how much everything seems to change, it's never really different. The names and faces change but it's all really the same. I'm not sure if it's depressing because it takes away any control I thought I had--or a relief for taking off that burden. It's all been done, it will all happen again, and sooner or later it's all ( Read more... )

I love not being sick anymore. Today was great. I anticipate things will only get better. Also, hooray for seeing Adam.

I need to stop pissing my parents off so often; I'm getting tired of them whining so much. I woke up too early this morning, so I've been bored out of my mind. Dayquil = miracle drug. I took a really long nap yesterday, it was nice.

I've decided that I'm trying too hard ( Read more... )

My CD player is dead. Forever. :(

Best poem ever:

hallucinating kt: ryan
ohh ryan
the red hair
is like fire
in my heart
ryan
ohh ryan

Problem solved.

Sort of.

...

Okay, not really.

But it'll do.

Problem.