Lately I kind of feel like I'm just floating through life, always waiting for some indication as to whether I'm enjoying it or not.

Sigh.

It's so hard to be optimistic about things sometimes.

I am frustrated.

I've been pretty terrible at doing things right lately. It's killing me. I had a terrible dream last night, and it feels like it's going to come true. I haven't felt like this in a long time.

I'm pretty sure I never really know what's going on with anything. Things happen, and I don't really know how to put them together in my mind. I don't know why people do the things they do, and often I don't know why I do the things that I do. It seems like I don't really do things on purpose very often, I just sort of fall into everything and ( Read more... )

Ryan Snyder is cute.

Mwahahaha. I've hacked into his journal. Okay, or not. But still, I'm updating and I am not him!

Did I mention he has cute, orange, curly hair?

I feel sick.

Ugh.

It's amazing the way no matter how much things seem to change, it all really stays the same ( Read more... )

I'm going to give up, just for today. Tomorrow will be the same, or different, or whatever. But right now, I'm sick of it all.