So, I just found out today after I got outta work that I had to have everything of mine packed and moved out by Friday... wow, way to give someone enough of a notice that they had to get all of their stuff out. And, I'm not happy at all about it. It sucks big time. I have no idea what to do, I don't have a place to go, really, and, I hate that ( Read more... )

This is just a super quick entry to let you all know that Steve and I are going to be in Illinois for the next 5 days for a friend's wedding. So, I don't think I will be online unless Steve can get wireless connection at the hotel and stuff... but, yeah, just wanted to let you all know I was gonna be gone for a while... I'll be back Monday night ( Read more... )

Is life ever normal? Is there ever a time where everything is going right? Is there a time where it doesn't feel like something is going wrong? I just want to run away, far away and get away from all the drama and craziness of everything, my family, my job, my health issues, everything. But, I realize, it's not that easy. There is so much ( Read more... )

I got this out of my cousin's Live Journal thefoundone I thought it was WICKED cute and I love it so much. It's so true and that's exactly how I feel about Steve, seriously ( Read more... )

So, first of all I just wanted to say that everything right now is going really well... a lot of stuff is going right. Everything with Steve right now is great. We didn't get to see each other much over the weekend which was kinda annoying, but, it actually made things better for when we did see each other. I saw him yesterday on my lunch break ( Read more... )

I started writing an entry earlier, but, I got distracted... lol... yeah... that's me, the easily distracted one! LOL!!! Anyways... I was gonna write about everything that's been happening this week... it's been a wicked crazy week. So, I don't know if I wrote anything on here about Steve's family, so, if I did, I am sorry for repeating it, if ( Read more... )

Wow, what a past 2 nights this has been... well, last night and the night before at least. And, maybe tonight. Anyways, I have had some awesome conversations with Emily. Josh's girlfriend. I mean, wow, it was awesome. I never knew that I would be that open and honest and not feel any emotions that I did last year. It was great! Anyways, ( Read more... )

Thank you Emily!!! You rock! I love you!!!

I am not sure what to write on this today... I've been WICKED busy with a lot of things lately. I haven't really had time to really rest and stuff, so, today, I slept til 1 pm. Didn't mean to at all, wanted to be up by 11, 11:30 or 12 at the latest. That didn't happen. So, when Steve called me at 1:15 and I told him I had just woken up, he was ( Read more... )

Wow, so, this weekend was wicked busy. I felt like I was just running around like a chicken with the head cut off. Literally. I had a blast, seriously, it was just really busy and crazy. T was so much fun to have up here. I missed her so much, and, having her here was really what I have needed for a long time! It was awesome. Let's see, she ( Read more... )