Randomness...
I am not sure what to write on this today... I've been WICKED busy with a lot of things lately. I haven't really had time to really rest and stuff, so, today, I slept til 1 pm. Didn't mean to at all, wanted to be up by 11, 11:30 or 12 at the latest. That didn't happen. So, when Steve called me at 1:15 and I told him I had just woken up, he was like, what? You didn't get up earlier? Lol... allwell... I needed the sleep, although, now I kinda overslept, cuz, I'm still exhausted and dizzy like when you sleep a lot. But, that's ok. I'll hopefully be a little better later after I do some work around the house and homework and I go to help Steve at the store later on. So, apparently I hafta go to a police station to get a form to fill out cuz I lost my front Liscence plate, have no clue how that happened, but, whatever. Anyways, I gotta get that form and send it in and everything. So, I was gonna stop in at the Belmont Police Station, but, I have a feeling no one was there cuz the door was locked and stuff and I had no idea what to do, so, I just left. I think I might just go Monday during my lunch break or whenever I can on Monday. I hope that I will be in the nursery at work on Monday cuz there will be like 5 or 6 babies, possibly 7, which would be awesome. I love the nursery much better than any other classroom at work besides with the toddlers. But, yeah. Life has been so weird for me lately. The other night I was wicked depressed and tired and stuff... I was crying and I have no idea why. I think part of it is that I wicked badly miss my family and I want to see a lot of them, but, I can't, cuz, I can't really drive up to Conway every weekend cuz I'm wicked short of cash and money and everything. My mom gets to go down to North Carolina this week coming up for the whole week to visit my sister, brother-in-law and nephews. I am so jealous, I want to see them so badly. It would be really nice to see them too. I mean, yeah, they are coming up in June, but, that's still far away... it seems like forever from now. I also want to try to make a trip out to Indiana/Michigan this summer to visit my family. I know that's weird cuz I really didn't wanna go this past summer, but, I want to see my family. My neices, my Grandpa, my aunts and uncles. Yeah, I want to see them, and, I told Steve that last night... I'm not sure if I will go, but, we'll hafta see what's happening during the summer with time and stuff. Leah, my lil sis is going through a wicked tough time lately and, I have no idea why. She's not really making any sense to me whenever I talk to her and it is scaring me. I just wish that I could be there with her to help her out. But, I can't... alwell. Steve is such a good big brother to her. I was at his house with him the other night and he was talking to Leah's ex-boyfriend and everything, and he was helping Leah so much. He told her that he loved her and that she was his lil sis and everything, it was so cute. I love that. I am not really sure what else to write... but, I'm sure I will think of something later and write about it. Thanx all! Love you all!