So life has been crazy as of late...I haven't had time to update this...but if you go to myspace.com/mookieworld you can get some updates there

is it wrong to feel depressed? Does being depressed make you a bad person? I often sit and wonder about these things Why is it that I feel like a failure? I feel worthless I dont feel like I amount to much ( Read more... )

So Tuesday I go on Vacation YAY!! I go to Estrella war till Sunday, and then on Sunday I go to California to put my toes in the sand....to play in the waves...to smell the sea. oh how I miss the scent of the ocean. I long to move back to an area where I can spend my early mornings at the beach watching the dolphins swim, searching for that perfect ( Read more... )

I'm like a lost little puppy with no where to go ( Read more... )

So tomorrow is Kingdom War Practice I'll be gone all day. BLAH> I have to get up at 5am I hate mornings. But ahhh the joy of Watching men in armor beat each other. I haven't been in the best of moods the last few days. But it's getting better, on Sunday I get to go watch the Lord of the Rings, Return of the King for the third time. I can't wait. OH ( Read more... )

So it was payday today. I went balistic with shopping...I got a rennasance shirt from Hot Topic, and a purple and black stripped shirt from Torrid...I also got Happy Bunny Socks. so cute, and two belts...I also got all the Goth Girls that I needed, Spencers had em for 10.00 bucks I was shocked. Some of the stuff was Early Birthday stuff with my ( Read more... )

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So I'm sick of my family. I'm sick of the drama that they inflict on my life every day. I'm tired of being the strong one. I'm tired of being the only one that cares that we stay together. Parts of me want to sell everything I own and run away. Other parts of me want to grab up each family member and put them safely in my pocket so I can keep them ( Read more... )

So..I realized one thing today...my brother is one of my best friend...even if I'm not his best friend he still means the world to me.

I love you Russel. your the best brother in the world

Hmmm...So what to write..this being the first entry in the first live journal of my bleak and boring life. How does one start to put their thoughts into words and post them on a computer? Hell it's hard enough just to think. I'm almost absolutaly sure that no one other than myself shall read the words that I write. err....,maybe Russel will....ok ( Read more... )