the tears burn as the fall to my face ( Read more... )

you will not believe what we are doin right now!!! ok so im not grounded anymore and danny and mick are over....we are waxing micks legs...and such...and askin him questions that he may not have told the truth about...such as....i dunno.... what he thought of us when he first meet us and such.... hahhah right now danny waxin micks inner thigh. i ( Read more... )

fuck you. and everything i have done for you ( Read more... )

i have a new journal iseabloomonkeez

yeah so i had a pretty interesting night........more details later

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why do you tell me these things....do you thinkl that i care or something....because i dont. its not entertaining..ITS NOT! so does it impress me..not in the least bit acutally it disgust me. you ask me if i care..of course i do. but it hurts too much to care. i want to be numb right now. i dont want to feel. i do care and i will care always and ( Read more... )

Now you are back. and so is everythign else. the things i had almost forgotten. the things that i wanted to forget. they have returned. they haunt my mind. get away from me. it hurts to much. i want you to go away. i want to be alone again. everything seemed to much simpler when i was alone. involved with my books. i had no social life. and that ( Read more... )

i realized my place. i am that poor pathetic fat chick that is in the group. the one that hangs out with all the "pretty" girls. you all know there is that one person in the group of people. i am that person. he saw me as that person and was nice to me so that i can --and i quote--"introduce him to girls". all i fuckin want is to not be that person ( Read more... )