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why do you tell me these things....do you thinkl that i care or something....because i dont. its not entertaining..ITS NOT! so does it impress me..not in the least bit acutally it disgust me. you ask me if i care..of course i do. but it hurts too much to care. i want to be numb right now. i dont want to feel. i do care and i will care always and thats the problem.
though you may not remeber my face, my name, the things that i like, or the things that we laughted at i will. because i listen to myself. u will not because you are not listening to the things around you, the people around you. i have come to realize something ...you know what that is...because u told me that you do. you told me that you dont want to hurt me but u do. everyday. with everyword. i wish to separate myself from you but i fear that pain would be worse. the hate that i would have for myself to let something go. i wait. i will always wait. i will move on but only on the outside. on the inside i will grow cold. that is all.
though you may not remeber my face, my name, the things that i like, or the things that we laughted at i will. because i listen to myself. u will not because you are not listening to the things around you, the people around you. i have come to realize something ...you know what that is...because u told me that you do. you told me that you dont want to hurt me but u do. everyday. with everyword. i wish to separate myself from you but i fear that pain would be worse. the hate that i would have for myself to let something go. i wait. i will always wait. i will move on but only on the outside. on the inside i will grow cold. that is all.