For the love of God, why is it so fucking hot? Today I walked a couple of blocks from my car to the college bookstore and back; I felt like ooze by the time I sat in my car and waited for the ac to get cold. Let me tell ya, a cigarette never tasted so good ( Read more... )

Today was the first day of school for both Sophie and me. She's so tuff she didn't even cry. She got a little scared when she saw she was going to be staying when I left, but one of the teachers picked her up and comforted her ( Read more... )

I think I'm getting closer and closer to figuring out where I want my life to go in the future. Well, except the Hannibal part. I have no idea where that's going to go, but I'm just going to focus on my wellbeing, Sophie, and school. Hopefully in two years or so I'll be able to move to Europe and do something there. Maybe I'll teach English or ( Read more... )

Will someone please tell me why I am so stupid? Why am I putting up with his crap in the hopes of "maybe the future will be better"? Yeah, I'm crying right now, like the stupid bitch that I am. We got into a fight because I got mad Hannibal wouldn't come see me earlier today. But then Dustin and Kristina call and he's driving all the way from ( Read more... )

I have a kitty. He is black and he has green eyes. I named him Ivan because he looks like Ivan the Terrible, to me at least. He's the brother of the two kitties I found last weekend. He was so excited that someone found him he meowed for like eight hours straight. He was very hoarse ( Read more... )

i learned how to sew this weekend, i felt so domestic. haha. i had a great time in sargent this weekend, there's a first for everything right? his sister still hasn't had her baby. they'll probably have to induce her, i feel bad for her, that pitocin is a mean, nasty drug. we took sophie took the beach and ponces the pit bull came with us. he's a ( Read more... )

Sargent again this weekend. Sarah's baby still hasn't come yet. I can't wait to see her ( Read more... )

So, I'm probably moving in about a month or so. I fell in love with this small little town. If you want to know everything, call me, email me, comment whatever I'll tell you. I just don't feel like writing it all out right now ( Read more... )

okay so getting lost in the middle of no where Texas led to one exciting thing: sex in the car in the parking lot of a church. ha. let me tell ya, its a great way to get all the tension and frustration out when you're lost. sex is always fun. it was funny though, everyone driving by us on that country road new what we did, haha pulling out of the ( Read more... )

Its a really strange feeling like this. I feel like I can breathe and my head is clear. I'm not worrying about stupid shit, or letting arguments with Hannibal escalate to me breaking all his ceramic plates(it felt sooooo good to do though). This is a different kind of happiness than I've ever felt before. Usually I'd be happy but, on the ebb of my ( Read more... )