oh god

[rapunzel1021]

Will someone please tell me why I am so stupid? Why am I putting up with his crap in the hopes of "maybe the future will be better"? Yeah, I'm crying right now, like the stupid bitch that I am. We got into a fight because I got mad Hannibal wouldn't come see me earlier today. But then Dustin and Kristina call and he's driving all the way from

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[didifoolya28]

(((hugs))) Feel better. Try not to let it all get you down too much. I know it's hard. I hate drama. *sigh* it'll be ok.

[didifoolya28]

move back in with your parents grace :| they will be there for you when you need it if you don't alienate yourself from them.

You need people who love you around you and you know that. Hannibal isn't and will never be one of them.

[rapunzel1021]

I'm still home, I haven't moved out and recent events convinced me not to leave. I think Hannibal does love me some where deep in his cold heart, but he's so angry at me about stupid shit he doesn't want to move on and forgive me for things I've done that hurt him, even though him sleeping with some woman he just met and not letting me in to pee because she was there gave me an emotional break down and sent me to the looney house, but I can't be mad about that. yes i am a little bitter and yes that was a very, very long run on sentance.

[didifoolya28]

he wouldn't have treated you like that if he loved you unless you treated him badly, and if you did, you don't love him either