Twelve more days till he's home. We're getting married, I'm excited and so is he. Sophie talked to him today on the phone, it was soooo cute. I think when she gave me the phone he was about ready to cry. I miss him.

Little chickies at the Children's Museum love Cynthia.

I got to talk to Hannibal last night, for 3 minutes and 40 seconds, it was so wonderful. Definitely made my month. He'll be here soon. I can't wait for that. The baby's due date is June 30th, but I'm having a scheduled c-section(thank god) the 23rd. I'm not as sick as I was with Sophie, and that is wonderful. I still feel pretty tired all the time

So I've never felt more like the family fuck up than ever. My birthday was two weeks ago. Hannibal cleaned my room for me and my aunt gave me a 50 dollar check. That's it. When I came home from work that day, my dad says "I wish I had money to buy you something nice and expensive" bullshit. My parents always have money. Two weeks before my birthday ( Read more... )

Hannibal ships out next week. He'll be gone for two months in basic. Then he'll get two weeks off for the Christmas break and then be sent to job training. During the two weeks he's off, we're getting married. Yep, that's right. Nay sayers, go fuck yourselves. I really don't feel like hearing anything from stupid people who think they know what's ( Read more... )

boys are silly and stupid, re-occuring theme in my journal I know. Hannibal is here, its nice.

my throat is soar, its been that way for like two weeks. It sucks my butt.

Looks like Hannibal is going into the Army.

I work a lot and I like it but it bothers my parents.

I quit smoking and have gained a little bit of weight, not cool.

I don't like people right now.

Hanban is on my shit list.

I feel like updating, but I don't know what to write. For some reason, I'm feeling a little down today. I don't like it. Makes me feel like I'm in for a relapse. Maybe I should call the doctor tomorrow and schedule and appointment. The whole not being able to breathe feeling is coming back ( Read more... )

Hannibal stayed with us during the whole "hurricane of death" thing. Yeah we fought every second of the four days he was here, but it was nice to have someone warm to sleep next to. I love him ( Read more... )

I'm irritated at the world. Hannibal is stupid and Sophie is sick. I'm so ready to be shipped off to boot camp its not even funny. I quit bitting my nails but they break, chip, or peel whenever they get long, rarg.

UM, Sophie is really really really sick. I wish I could be sick for her.

i have a lot of secrets.

so apperantly i'm racist since i don't share the same opinion on this hurricane thing as erica. ugh whatever. whenever something happens to minorities its rich white peoples' fault, even if its a NATURAL DISASTER. whatever.