WARNING: This is an entry of self-pitty. I know. I did it to myself. But I'm still gonna vent.

Sooo Pretty much I've ruined my life. I feel completely unhappy. And I feel that it will be that way always.

I get knocked up by one of the most selfish guys I've ever met. Good God, do I know how to pick them. Sweet. Now I bring another child into the ( Read more... )

I'm totally confused. Honestly, what are you trying to do to me?

Just do me one favor- When you're done with me again, at least give me the courtesy of letting me know... So I don't look stupid trying to talk to you if you don't want me to. 

It's been a million years since I've written here... but I've got so much crap on my mind... and I need to vent to nothingness and I know noone will read this shit.

So... Divorced. Sweet. But all of a sudden I miss the fucker. Complicated. He makes me crazy and I miss the crap out of him. It sucks. Being wishey-washy is the worst ever. I want to do ( Read more... )

If it's not for you, where would be no me.
Your love and importance keeps me close.
Keeps me here.
Keeps me from the unthinkable.
Thank you.
I love you, Aidyn.

I'm so fucking stressed out and overwhelmed...
Shoot me now.

Do what you want but I know who you are
Say what you want but I know what you're thinking
Go where you want but I won't be too far
Go where want and I know where you'll end up

If you fall in love
Fall in love and hold nothing back
I'll fall in love
Fall in love and hold nothing back from you

I didn't learn to love you.

I knew it.

♥

This is ghey... It has been a whole 2 and a half days and I miss you already. I can't stop thinking of you... I get mad at myself for the times I was stingy with my kisses... because now I want them! I'm all mopey... and gloomy... I'm sure that the fact that it's overcast doesn't help the mood much either. But like I said, no crying... I won't. I ( Read more... )

Hmmm.... so I should write something in my journal. Too bad I don't have an interesting life worth writing about... and most imortantly... not worth reading. La la la... I have nothing to write... Oh... So I want to work in the Play Center at Harkins.... That's right. I still work at Harkins... I figure there is no point in getting a new job if I ( Read more... )

I'm tired of guys that I have interest in telling me "I only want to get married once..."
lol
Thanks, Assholes.