i knew my good days couldnt last forever ( Read more... )

i can not believe how slllllow my computer is going right now ( Read more... )

tra la la la la!
i am in a FANTASTIC mood!
pink just seems to fit

its been forever and a day since i've been on here.

i have started on a whole new chapter in my life i feel.
: )

I have completely cut everyone from my life that causes un needed drama.
(david still texts on occation though to get me to come spend the night even though hes dating a really ( Read more... )

work is lame ( Read more... )

have you ever felt like just bursting into tears?

have you ever felt neglicted (yes i know i spelled that wrong...) by the person you care about so you say something and you feel like everything now is forced?

welcome to my life...

I am in a very bright mood

just still so down

how does that work?

I'm ready to fall down
i'm tired
irritated
stressed
sick

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I'm almost entirely packed
moved most of my stuff to my grandmas last night
packed my clothes and a few odds and ends last night
...while david yelled at me (the whole time)

I am somewhat looking forward ( Read more... )

i'm soooo stressed!!!

i finally told David i was moving out
I'll be moving in with my grandma for a few months
help her out since she just had surgery
and then get a place of my own

I dont understand boys
one second they love you and your their everything
the next all you do is nag them and your the reason for world hunger...

...i give up

I'm going to start ( Read more... )

I just want to clear something up...
i dont drink.
if i do its not very often.
i dont take pills.
if i do i have a good reason for it.
oh i dont know like say a car accident?
i have thought about suicide once in my life.
no one (until now) but sarah has ever known this.
and no one but sarah will ever understand this.
i have not and will not think about it ( Read more... )

Get ready i'm going to shake shit up!

i'm in need of a change.
my car is almost fixed.
its about damn time!
looking for another job so i can support me expensive habbits.
looking for a new place to live becasue i'm tired of living with the BF and his parents.
a brand new start.

I guess an update is due for all of the...one person that actually updates ( Read more... )

why cant he get a fucking job ( Read more... )