i am not where i want to be, but i am not lost yet.

"we find ourselves reflecting, we were always coming back, we always do"

-i like that.

so anyway, here i am. not lost, not in a foreign country, not anywhere. i am just stuck right where i have always been, but now i have a degree. what do i do now? just live my life the best i can suppose. and here i am living my life ( Read more... )

so a quick update just to show that i am alive.

i graduated from college, thanks to that i am in deep debt.
i continue to party hard
i am going to germany to look for a job in october
i continue to read
i am sick of so many people and i feel bad about that
i continue to live

i graduate from college today.

i was supposed to work, i forgot to request the day off.

the whole worlds coming on like a high school sophomore eager to learn what he calls new things, mind you, the same old sing song sad song, truth of death.... because the reason i yell death so much is because i'm really yelling life, because you can't have death without life.

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spring break begins with it being 70 out, true dreams
i have a lot to do over the week

finish several books that are half read
finish several paintings that are half done
make some movies
make a monster
not be such an inconsiderate ass
go somewhere that is not here

and have fun


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so i go to my japanese history class, get my test back, and my teacher makes a big anouncement.  he is going to offer the rest of the class as an independant study.  all we have to do is write an esay about some japanese book that i am already half way done reading.  2 to 3 pages, and that is it.... no final, no test, no nothing.  then if we want ( Read more... )

been a while, but thats how it goes. things are well and i am happy for the most part. i am not sure how much longer i can stand my job, but it was never meant to be something that i wanted to stay at too long ( Read more... )

i went to the detriot institute of arts yesterday for an evening with shinichiro watanabe.  he is the creator\director of cowboy bepop and samuri champalo.


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