hmmmm annahs cousin loves me he wrote this ( Read more... )

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In 2005 Have you ( Read more... )

me and ed are still together..............even ariana was suprised...But hey she hasent been here to see us, god i miss her so much. She's like 2 towns away but i only get to see her a couple times a month! Eh whatever

Ed gave me a heart shaped gold locket for christmas its so cute!!!!! Its sooooo much better then what adam gave me last year, ( Read more... )

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People wonder why i like cleaning my room. To be honest i would say its relaxing but like every other time i clean my room i cry from something i find. When i write in my journal, i just save a bad memory to re-live later when i read it again........Damn, do i subconsiously plan to torture myself????? WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH ME??!?!

WELL I WAS PICKING UP MY DRINK TO TAKE A SIP THEN SUDDENLY I JUST FLUNG IT AT MYSELF, I DIDENT MEAN TO IT WAS LIKE I LOST MY MIND OR I WAS POSSESSED.....

not much is new, still going out with ed. Am in love with ed, ed ed ed

Its 9:59 pm and I Love EDWARD MICHAEL PENA

i kissed ed yesterday, he's only kissed one other person and that was in 6th grade, so he's a little new a this lol, but thats ok he also said i love you *pause for awwwww's*