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[rainy_words]

People wonder why i like cleaning my room. To be honest i would say its relaxing but like every other time i clean my room i cry from something i find. When i write in my journal, i just save a bad memory to re-live later when i read it again........Damn, do i subconsiously plan to torture myself????? WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH ME??!?!

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[janes_dream]

Holy crap I know exactly what you mean.. o_o.. Everytime I get upset I put on my best clothes and just clean my room, then as I'm cleaning my room I'll come across a picture, or a note that makes me burst into tears. And I have to force myself to delete past journal entries so I wont read them. Maybe I should start writing about happy things. ._.;;