Yea so I how do you tell someone something without breaking their heart? I mean I was sure that I made it perfectly clear that I did not want to get in a relationship right now. She understood this at the beginning or at least she seemed like she did. Now she thinks that after this last weekend I changed my mind and want to be in a relationship ( Read more... )

Today was a pretty good day for being a Monday. After my classes I basically did a day of just looking at my life a seeing what I want to try and get out of it. I didn't turn on my computer, TV, or phone. It was just silence and thoughts. I wrote a list of things that I want and I wrote out what it was going to take to get it. Most of the ( Read more... )

Well the last two days have been pretty awesome. On Friday night little Duffy came up and brought Jamie with him. That was alot of fun. I was the only one that was not drinking but I didn't care. I had fun anyway. Then we play some drunken video games which was fun to watch people try to coordinate themselves. Fez is alot better than when he ( Read more... )

Yesterday pretty much rocked. Paige, Brian's girlfriend, came up to visit again and she rocks. She is like a girl that can hang out with me, Fez, and other immature guys and not get offended. Also she can hook us up with hot basketball players which gets her a big plus in my book ;) That is awesome. I have nothing against her and I know I will ( Read more... )

Pavnica you have done it again. Keep up the good work guys ( Read more... )

I have found out a few things this weekend. I think that I'm lying to myself that I really don't know that I am doing it. Only when I am in a somewhat intoxicated state do I blurt out the truth and I just don't know it otherwise. Instead the truth has to come out at the worst times. I have said alot of things and have done alot of things to get ( Read more... )

Just got finished talking to Brittany and I found out that she was donating to the CF walk in May. I almost forgot that it was coming up soon so I need to get fund-raising again. I'm trying to think of a good way to fund-raise this year. Last year it was the bracelets which I think I am all sold out of now. Hmmm. If anyone has a good ideas of ( Read more... )

Well there is no more Spring break for me. I was enjoying it so much that I didn't want to come home. I had a couple dates over the break that went ok. They were not really like "oh that was an awesome date I want to date her". I won't deny that I had alot of fun, but I just didn't feel that feeling of comfort and confidence that I felt with ( Read more... )

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It is funny how much a storm can remind you of things. When it started to rain and you could hear the thunder it reminded me of an amazing night. I remember it like it was yesterday even thought it was early last year. I did not go for my run yet that night. I looked online and found out that there was a storm coming and that it was going to ( Read more... )